A Mother's love is not defined by the number of children you can see, but of the endless amount of love for all of her children for they are a piece of her heart.

Always in our hearts xoxo ..always

Always remember...

Happy Birthday Josh xoxo We love you

The gift of knowing you xox

For my sister xoxox I love you

He lifted your feet off the ground and let you fly...

It's hard to believe another year has passed since the day you had to leave us.

Many people feel we all should cry at birth and rejoice at death. We did the exact opposite.Tears and broken hearts was all that remained on the day you had to leave. God gave you to us for only 25 short years. He decided to call you to be with him in heaven before we were all ready to say goodbye. He decided to lift your feet off the ground and let you fly. He wanted to hear your music in heaven. He was missing you just as we miss you right now. Today is filled with tears and longing hearts. Today is also filled with joy in knowing we were blessed that God shared you with us for those short years. Today is filled with warmth as we remember your smile and humor. Today is filled with happiness knowing we will see you again one day. Today is filled with peace knowing that you watch over us.

We miss you Josh.

Words cannot express how much, but you can see inside our hearts and you know.

Thank you for the ladybugs, butterflies, visits and memories that you send down to us all.

We love you forever and always.

Not one day goes by that you are not on our mind.

xoxox

You're so very loved xox

Love you from heaven xox

"When you've lost a member of your family, even the best of times are painfully incomplete. Someone is missing. Even the best days, the happiest events, are tinged with sadness." -Unknown

As I sit in heaven and watch you everyday,

I try to let you know with signs I never went away.

I hear you when you’re laughing, and watch you as you sleep.

I even place my arms around you to calm you as you weep.

I see you wish the days away, begging to have me home.

So I try to send you signs so you know you are not alone.

Don’t feel guilty that you have life that was denied to me.

Heaven is truly beautiful, just you wait and see.

So live your life, laugh again, enjoy yourself, be free.

Then I know with every breath you take

You’ll be taking one for me.

Love you from Heaven.

xoxo

Josh, We know you’re up there watching over us. We know you’ll help us get through the tough times this year. We will always watch for your signs.

You are missed each and every day. 

We love you and we will see you again.

We wish you were here...

Christmas In Heaven 

By: Sarah Schieber

December hasn't changed
This town looks the same
They still light their tree in the city square
There's red, white, and green shining everywhere
And I wish you were here
And I wonder......

Is there snow falling down on the streets of gold
Are the mansions all covered in white
Are you singing with angels silent night
I wonder..... what Christmas in Heaven is like

There's a little manger scene
Down on Third and Main
I must have walked right by it a thousand times
But I see it now in a different light
'Cause I know you are there

And I wonder......
Are you kneeling with shepherds before him now
Can you reach out and touch his face
Are you part of that glorious holy night
I wonder..... What Christmas in Heaven is like

Is there snow falling down on the streets of gold
Are the mansions all covered in white
Are you singing with angels silent night
Oh I wonder.... What Christmas in Heaven is like

Sometimes it's hard to be thankful..

Sometimes it's hard to be thankful on Thanksgiving Day when we have to celebrate it missing Josh. We are un-thankful that he isn't able to be with us today, but so very thankful we were able to have him in our lives for 25 years. We are grateful for the peace in our hearts knowing that we will see him again one day. We love and miss you dearly Josh.

Dear God,

There is an empty chair at our table,

an ache in our hearts

and tears on our faces.

We may try to shield one another

from the grief we bear

but we cannot hide it from you.

Hold tight our dear Josh

whose presence we miss 

in these homecoming days.

Open our eyes and our hearts

to the healing and warmth

of the light of your presence.

Assure us, Lord, that those we miss

have a place at your table

and a home in your heart

as well as in ours. 

Open our hearts to joyful memories 

of the love we shared

with those who have gone before us.

Help us tell the stories

that make the past present

and bring us close to those we miss.

Teach us to lean on each other

and on you, Lord,

for the strength we need 

to walk through difficult times. 

Give us quiet moments

with you, with our thoughts,

with our memories and prayers.

Be with us, Lord,

and hold us in your arms

even as you hold those whom we miss.

This is the day you have made, Lord:

help us to rejoice in it

and in the promise of your peace.

Amen.

(Links to prayers and reflections for the month of November)

I love you. Son

Happy Birthday in Heaven xox

Happy Birthday in Heaven

I wish you were here today
even for just a little while
so I could say Happy Birthday son
and see your beautiful smile.

The only gifts today will be
the gifts you left behind;
The laughter, joy and happiness...
precious memories...the best kind.

Today I'll do my very best
to try and find a happy place...
struggling to hide my heavy heart
and the tears on my face.

I'll sit quietly and look at your picture
thinking of you with love;
hoping you're doing okay
in Heaven up above.

May the angels hold you close and
sing you a happy song...
and I'll be sending wishes to you
today and all year long.

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Smiling at the wonderful memories...

Tragedies certainly bring their fair share of grief, but in the last 3 years I've slowly realized they teach us life lessons that truly make us better people. Whether its being grateful for what you have, deciding to live each day to the fullest, or just being a better overall person a tragedy can certainly be a positive. With that said, my mom, sister and myself are thankful today that we still have each other and that we had josh for 25 beautiful years. In honor of him we will watch his favorite movie (the burbs), visit one of his life long best friends, and dabble with a little bit of his brew of choice, miller lite. Most importantly, days like today teach me to treat each and every person I interact with in a positive manner. You never know what that person deals with on a daily basis. 

For that I can thank you Josh. 

I Love you and miss you.

-Joe (written on July 21, 2013)

"A big brother is a girls first best friend." I couldn't have asked for a better big brother, best friend, partner in crime, role model growing up, a shoulder to lean on, and the advice you gave me that was always right weather I listened or not. Missing you today and always! And smiling at all the memories we have!!

-Marcia (written on July 21, 2013)

always....and never...

there will always be a certain sadness
when I see something or hear something
that reminds me of you

there will always be an emptiness
when I watch our show or sing that song
the way that we used to

there will always be moments when
I find myself lost in thoughts of
everything I wished I'd said

there will always be today and
a hope that I'll wake and not have
the pain of losing you in my head

there will always be an ache in my heart
on your birthday or special days
that we're supposed to celebrate

there will never be a day that goes by
that I don't think of you and miss you
and really question fate

Author Notes

losing a loved one is a pain that never goes away

© kidaca. All rights reserved, a year ago

Hugging you with our prayers.